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Sunday, December 17, 2006


              

can i just say, wtf?! o well, i'm not gonna complain about a good thing.


Monday, November 06, 2006

One Day I'll Fail to Breathe, and All You'll Have Are Memories

It may seem like I'm just jumping on the xanga grief bandwagon, but this is really the first time i could put something down without tearing up to much to get it out. Now its been a bit, i've been able to digest it, and now i'm more able to express myself.

David was a man the likes of whom are rarely found. Nevermind who you were or what your problems  were, he was always there with a kind word, a shoulder to lean on, and he was always at your back, through thick and thin. A man whose skill and strength inspired me to try to better myself as a fighter and a person. He was my good friend, and i regret not telling him that more often. He will be sorely missed. And as cliche as it may seem, there are a couple of songs that i felt described how i felt.

I was nervous from the start, that our muscles might tear us apart
From the words that form our lives, the words that take us by surprise
One day I'll fail to breathe, and all you'll have are memories
"Time Turn Fragile" Motion City Soundtrack

Will I lose my dignity, will someone care?
Will I wake tomorrow, from this nightmare?
"Will I?" RENT

We do care. God rest, be happy wherever you are.

RIP David Higgins
1987-2006


Thursday, September 14, 2006

Sanity is fleeting

I'm directing a show. what the fuck have i gotten myself into this time.

combined with the treblemakers (my acapella group), i've been running auditions since sunday, for one reason  or another, and i still have to do one more day tonight and then call backs tomorrow. Oy. ad to that shitty week i had last week and i'm ready to fall over and let death declare victory. i am so fucking tired, and in about ten minutes i'm gonna be late for my morning lecture.

I think my professor has suffered a cancer relapse. He missed last semester to get cancer treatment, and he's missed the last two lectures, and he hasn't canceled them, he's actually had another teacher cover the classes. I didn't know that happened in college. I hope he gets better; i actually like that class. Although to be fair that's mostly cause my TA is hot.

Japanese and Japanese Cinema are the shit. Cinema gives me an excuse to watch Kurosawa movies. Japanese was harder last week, but most of the stuff is slowly coming back to me. Sode-sensei reminds me of my mother, except japanese.

Astronomy sucks balls. half the time the dude sounds bored by what he's talking about, plus we have to bring an RF transciever to class for attendance and random quiz purposes. At least labs are easy.

At a 9.0 on my weird shit-o-meter, i ran into Irene yesterday. apparently she goes here now. and she hugged me, as if we were close friends or something. it was kind of strange. i'm so sick of all these bronx science people showing up now, most of them are people i'd rather not see again. o well, its easy to avoid people when u live in a dorm up on a hill in the back of campus.


Monday, August 21, 2006

Randomness

some funny things i encountered this weekend.

1. An ice cream place that not only had the same logo as coldstone creamery, but was called Marble Slab Creamery. ripoff much?

2. Xzibit putting his foot up on the broken bumper of a car in pimp my ride and saying, "this is a captain morgan moment!!!"

3. The entire roast of William Shatner, espcially George Takei and Lisa Lampenelli, as well as Shatner himself.

for some reason i can't subscribe to the lookitsaunicron blog that alyssa created for plans and stuff. Any ideas people?

that's all folks


Friday, August 11, 2006

Things i didn't need to hear

quote of the day, courtesy of one of my coworkers, who shall remain nameless:

"Since sunday all i wanted to do was smoke crack and eat dick"

 



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